I lost my mind :0

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You light a cigarette and sit on your desk
I'm always tripping over something, they don't know I'm a mess
I hate the fact that I can only fall asleep on my chest
And I would try to save us both, but I would run out of breath
And I'm pacing back and forth, I hate my bad decisions
Just talked to the devil about the way that I been living
He said I'm sorry that you feel this way
You keep on talking to the sky, what else can god say?
But what about a little break or two that I really need
It doesn't feel like I been breaking through like they all see
I can't stand a single sight of me inside of the mirror
I don't know what's got inside of me, the X-ray ain't clear yet
You can throw my blood on the wall
Hate thesе fucking withdrawals
I wanna spill my fucking brain until my thoughts dissolve
I'm hiding skeletons in closеts, bet you'll never find it
OCD, I stack 'em up real neat and then I climb it
Oh, yeah, I'm hot and cold
One sketchy move could change my climate
She said I done lost my mind, I told her help me find it, woah