i’ll never get to heaven

[Intro]
I am an abomination

[Verse 1]
I keep on letting everybody down again and again
I put my trust in you, but you said things that you never meant
I hate myself just as much as you do
My life is fucked and this world is so screwed

[Chorus]
Push me away some more
Shove my face in the ground
Nobody's there for me
My life goal is to drown
I regret everything that I have ever done
My life is way too hard, I will never be enough

[Verse 2]
I think God hated me 'cause I just can't do anything right
I cover up my face, I'm not worthy to be in your sight
The shooting star in the sky is my last hope
But it's all useless, everybody treats me like a joke

[Chorus]
And now I'm staining the snow 'cause I'm not meant to be here
Can you tell that I'm trying? I wish I'd disappear
Days are passing by, the world still hates my guts
I'll never get to Heaven, I will always be stuck

[Outro]
I'll never get my wings
I'm hanging on by a string
I let you down once again
I know, I know