I’ll kill myself in the morning

I’m sick of feeling this in my head
I know that I’d be better off dead
Alone without you it ain’t the best
No no

Don’t wanna talk to anyone, excuse me
I just get a feeling that they all be tryna use me
Talking shit online but then they DM like a groupie
Asking for a feature‚ I’d rather you fucking shoot me

I feel like I’m on my own
Shadowrealm‚ yeah I’m in my zone
Tryna get my mind to grow
I’m suicidal and cold

I just wanna be the only one you pay attention
Cannot stand these fuckboys giving you all the affection
We ain’t really talking but i wanna break the tension
Cause every single day I’m out here and I’m fucking begging
For you‚ for you
To feel the way that I do
The way that I love you
Without you, there’s nothing to lose
For you, for you
To feel the way that I do
The way that I love you
Without you‚ there’s nothing to lose

Don’t wanna talk to anyone, excuse me
I just get a feeling that they all be tryna use me
Talking shit online but then they DM like a groupie
Asking for a feature, I’d rather you fucking shoot me
Don’t wanna talk to anyone‚ excuse me
I just get a feeling that they all be tryna use me
Talking shit online but then they DM like a groupie
Asking for a feature, I’d rather you fucking shoot me

I’d rather you fucking shoot me
Yeah yeah

I don’t care no more what you think of me
It just got me bored, fuck your secrecy
I just feel depressed, I can’t even breathe
All this shit is stress, I just need my weed
I don’t care no more what you think of me
It just got me bored, fuck your secrecy
I just feel depressed, I can’t even breathe
Yeah yeah
No I don’t care no more what you think of me
It just got me bored, fuck your secrecy
I just feel depressed, I can’t even breathe
All this shit is stress, I just need my weed

I geat real sad, I get real low
I get real high, I get real slow
I hate my head so cut my throat
I pray for death when I’m alone
I geat real sad, I get real low
I get real high, I get real slow
I hate my head so cut my throat
I pray for death when I’m alone

Don’t wanna talk to anyone excuse me
I just get a feeling that they all be tryna use me
Talking shit online but then they DM like a groupie
Asking for a feature, I’d rather you fucking shoot me
I feel like I’m on my own
Shadowrealm, yeah I’m in my zone
Tryna get my mind to grow
I’m suicidal and cold