I’ll Catch Up

Never could keep up
When I found you passed I damn near threw up
Life don't seem real without you here
The way that you left brought a lot of fears
Ain't no river for these tears
I'm staying on this island til' my mind and body heal
Don't think this therapy is working
Every time I go to sleep I see you face and wake up searching

Mamas die
Fathers die
Sisters die
Brothers die
My grandma yea she died
My grandpa died
Friends die
Why everybody gotta fucking die?

You live forever that's a goddamn lie
Why why why why why?
I'm yelling to the big blue sky
Si Si Si Si Si Silence
I'm think i'm going to finally cry

Go on without me
I'll catch up
Go head without me
I can't keep up
Go on without me
So much I wanna say
Feeling some type of way

Go on without me
I'll catch up
Go head without me
I'll can't keep up
Go on without me
So much I wanna say
Feeling some type of way