I’ll Be Worse

Still a stolen child
Learned to duck and hide
Trauma went with me
Kept me company
Just to belong
That desire was strong
To serve as knight
Full of honour and with pride
Took me too long to realize
I'll always be less in their eyes
Being better, that I failed
So listen closely, here's my tale:
I'll be, I'll become worse

I'm so fucking done
When all I get to do is run
So sick of hiding out
Gon' show them what I'm all about
How they stand way up there
With all that glamour in thеir hair
It makes me wanna shout
"I'm coming for you, watch your ground"

Each and evеry day
It's the fears that stay
Gotta block them out
Don't want to know what they're about
Just craving respect
While all I get is more reject
But I won't just disappear
No, I'll become something to fear
What remains is only rage
Becoming more angry every day
Am I going mad?
Or am I really just that bad?
I'll be, I'll become worse

I'm so fucking done
When all I get to do is run
So sick of hiding out
Gon' show them what I'm all about
How they stand way up there
With all that glamour in their hair
It makes me wanna shout
"I'm coming for you, get back down"

They make me scream, I feel too small
And him I hate the most of all!
They're way too old, too pretty, too mean
Yet all I want is to be seen
Make me scream, I feel too small
And him I hate the most of all!
Sometimes I can hardly breathe
I'll make them get down on their knees!
I'll be, I'll become worse

I'm so fucking done
When all I get to do is run
So sick of hiding out
Gon' show them what I'm all about
How they stand way up there
With all that glamour in their hair
It makes me wanna shout
"I'm coming for you, coming for you"

I'm so fucking done
When all I get to do is run
So sick of hiding out
Gon' show them what I'm all about
How they stand way up there
With all that glamour in their hair
It makes me wanna shout
"I'm coming for you, beg and bow"