I’ll be waiting right here

[Verse 1]
Three in the morning
There's a party upstairs
Crashing and banging
Playing musical chairs
She would've loved it
She'd be up until dawn
Just my idea of a nightmare

[Verse 1a]
Didn't matter that we wanted different things
Even if she's playing a set of different strings
The ones on my body still long for her touch
Wonder if I'd be asking too much?
Wonder if I'd be asking too much...

[Chorus 1]
I know I wasn't easy to deal with
I see why she up & disappeared
But in case she comes back to me
I'll be waiting right here

[Verse 2]
The part of my brain
That makes serotonin's
Been disabled for months now
I miss her holding me gently
Telling me I deserved it
And I was making her proud

[Verse 2a]
I've been determined to escape my pain
Going round and round in circles but it's all in vain
I should never go back, 'cause it's some kind of crutch
Wonder if I'd be asking too much?
Wonder if I'd be asking too much...

[Chorus 2]
I know I wasn't easy to deal with
All my nervousness and all my tears
But in case she comes back to me
I'll be waiting right here

[Chorus 3]
I know I wasn't easy to deal with
I see why she had to disappear
But in case she comes back to me
I'll be waiting right here

[Ending]
I'll be waiting right here
I'll be waiting right here
I'll be waiting right here