Stricken with grief over a lost relationship, taking time to reflect, lament, but ultimately accept and move along.
Origin Date: Oct. 1st, 2021
Beat made and recorded with FL Studio 21
[Verse 1]
And it all comes falling down on top of me
I would rather tear it down than watch it fall down itself
A little fragile to be here, It's been made all okay
It shouldn't matter to me, It had to fall off the shelf
That little tragedy steered that little life in a way
So I can't reach out anymore and try to call her for help
Daydreams are better than the blue
But the spotlight's on and I can see my fading use
And I don't quite know why all this doesn't add up right
But the point to worry's better off just being moot
I thought I loved the world as much as you
Couldn't find the words inside a book that's full of cluеs
But a paperback can't save me from thе passing time
And neither can the imaginary lines I drew
I made sure that I stopped before the truth
That's an awful fall if I can't hold on to my youth
But the nowadays for sure won't be forever long
I never learned to keep em til they're gone
[Chorus]
But nowadays I roll around and roll up for like every single thing I don't like about myself
And still nowadays nothing's really changed
Or have I just been insane enough to not consider else?
But nowadays I miss it ever more than before now nowadays
It's just so plain to be the same in every way so I get that there needs change
But damn I really wish we'd stayed in the same lane or looked out the same window pane
Life just wanes away and we go onto a different page and the sound decays
It's scary knowing all I know is gonna end some way
And just for this I won't think today
But the mountain stays
A hurdle of its own
And the clouded days have me certain I'm alone
Yet they never made it past the curtains of my home
Won't check, regards, my best!
[Verse 2]
No one's round too often anymore, if at all
It's part of the cycle don't get too involved
I prolly won't, too comfortable stood alone on the wall
And Ion even mind at all
I thought I knew my kind would fall
I mean there were times I'm off
I've stood up against a lightning rod
God knows I've had to've fought and Lord knows I could still be wrong
Picket fence where I don't know which side I'm on
Yeah
Picture this I could care how much time has gone
Gone from me and won't come back to me inside of these songs
Ha
I relegate all that to those ridealongs
That highway honestly made driving feel like I was home
Reminds me of a time back when I wasn't as alone
I'd roll up one for you and me if we could ride the road
And only time will show where I will go for I don't know now
I'm scared to grow
I’ll be Here was written by Andrew Robert Raybourn Payne.
I’ll be Here was produced by Young Andrew.
Andreas released I’ll be Here on Fri Mar 11 2022.