i’ll be fine (i hope)

[Intro]
[Humming to the beat]

[Verse]
Look, I get it, I'm fuckin' stupid
Can you leave me alone?
And I don't know what to do, but y'all just want to be usin'
People, then leave 'em on they own

You complain and say how your life is so hard, well, bitch, then live mine
You'll die if you even stepped into my shoes for a minute
The pain I feel is not a joke, it takes over sometimes
I take all the shit I do, I feel all the shit I feel, and it hurt my heart all over sometimes

I'm sick of all of the pain
I've got a nice girlfriend to love me, but even then, I'm still goin' insane
And it worries her what I do to deal with it, but I won't get into details 'bout it
But I hope she knows I love her, and I hope that she will never doubt it

'Cause that'd hurt me more, it'd make me feel like I'm not doin' enough
I guess everyone does the things that they do to others, I mean, we all want love
But at the same time, it's messed up, that's why I'm glad I can stick with her
But I swear, the moment I find her ex-boyfriend, I'mma hurt him for how he did her

But that's besides the point, she means everything, but I'm a burden
And I'm sick of all the fuckin' pain, yeah, baby, I'm sick of all this hurtin'
I'm sick of feeling all of this hurt that I feel, I'm sick of all the pain that's inside
But I can seem to get it out my heart, 'cause inside is where all of the pain has to reside

I'm sorry for hurting anyone I've ever hurt in my life
I've hurt so many people, shit, now I ain't wanna be alive
'Cause I feel bad, I'm a horrible person, and I just want love
But sometimes, I can't meet they expectations, I can't give what they want enough

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'll be fine
Yeah, I'll be alright
Baby, I'll see the light
As long as I'm with you, I know I might
I'll be fine, well, at least I hope