i’ll be fine

[Verse 1]
I'm still up from last night and it's already noon
It wasn't anybody's birthday but we had some balloons
I don't remember getting pizza but I bet that I paid
It seems like everybody's start is just the end of the my day, great
And that's alright I mean I guess it's not really but we had a good night, yeah
The hardest part of me is pretending I don't love it
So just tell me I'll be fine and I'll try thinking nothing of it

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm fucked up but aren't we all?
Yeah, until I'm too fucked up to answer your calls
Until I'm all alone and I start having withdrawals
And no one can ever reach me because I put up a wall
Yeah, I'm fucked up but I'll be fine
Yeah, until I'm too fucked up and I need a line
Another hour passes and I lose track of time
I help with everybody's problems, I just never help mine

[Verse 2]
I wake up it's past six and it's already dark
About the time when my depression and apologies start
I got a couple missed texts I'm probably not gonna read
I just ordered a bunch of food I'm probably not gonna eat, sweet
That's okay I mean it's not but to me it's just a regular day
Yeah, I keep on saying that I'll fix it but I'm lying
Every time I try to quit I end up quitting even trying

[Chorus]
Cause I'm fucked up but aren't we all?
Yeah, until I'm too fucked up to answer your calls
Until I'm all alone and I start having withdrawals
And no one can ever reach me because I put up a wall
Yeah, I'm fucked up but I'll be fine
Yeah, until I'm too fucked up and I need a line
Another hour passes and I lose track of time
I help with everybody's problems, I just never help mine