I Let My Insecurities Overwhelm me

There’s a lot of things that i will never say
If i vocalize these feelings i’m afraid she’ll run away
Everyday feels the same
She brings the sun out from the rain
Barely get see her lately
But i guess that that’s okay
And yea i’m jealous when i’m scrolling
See the other guys that had you
Why keep all those memories of them
You said i was your everything
Why are they still relevant
Well maybe i’m just insecure
I hate myself
I’m sorry
I don’t wanna live
Yea that’s for sure

I just love her so much
Scared she’ll find somebody better
Nothings even working
Time to write one final letter
My life has no meaning
I just wish that you could see it
Feeling empty every night
Staring at my ceiling