I Know

[Pre-Chorus]
If I would've known you were bad for me, I would have never even let you free
I fucked up, and I let you see every single corner of my memories
It's hard to focus when I'm filled with pain, this pain in my heart, it won't go away
I keep on pleading and begging, I can't, I know I'm a man, but I'm not okay

[Chorus]
You said you hate me, and I know it's true, but I never understood what the fuck I did
Man, I'm sorry that I never was enough, and I'm sorry that you lost your son

[Verse]
Late night, it's the worst for me, when I'm trapped by myself, it gets hard to breathe
But it's harder to relate, and open up and speak
Because I never correlated with the word of people
So I had to correlate, though their words were evil
I've been losing myself to the world, and even
When I'm sleepin' at night, I see my soul bleeding
And it hurts 'cause even though you're alive to see
You're not alive to me, and it's not my fault 'cause you're alive to breathe
And I was blind to see the way you lied to me
It was right to me, the abuse and pain make me question things, like, "is it really me?"
Is it really my fault 'cause I was really down to the wheels rolled off
So I would've never thought
That you would've went and used the wheels off mine, and put 'em back on yours

[Pre-Chorus]
If I would've known you were bad for me, I would have never even let you free
I fucked up when I let you see every single corner of my memories
It's hard to focus when I'm filled with pain, this pain in my heart, it just won't go away
I keep on pleading and begging, I can't, I know I'm a man, but I'm not okay

[Chorus]
You said you hate me, and I know it's true, but I never understood what I did to you
I'm sorry that I never was enough, I'm sorry that you lost your son

[Interlude]
Ah, ah-ha, ah-ha

[Chorus]
You said you hate me, and I know it's true, but I never understood what I did to you
Man, I'm sorry that I never was enough, yeah, I'm sorry that you lost your son

[Outro]
Ah-ha, ah-ha, ah-ha
Ah-ah-ha-ah-ha
(Ah-ah-ha-ah-ha)