I Keep My Notifications On

[Intro: Alan T Charly & Joaquin Phoenix]
Sometimes I think I’ve felt everything I’m ever gonna feel
And from here on out, I’m not going to feel anything new

Now that it's all done and dusted
I'm lying on my own
And, it feels so lonely

Just lesser versions of what I’ve already felt

(That is true, man)

[Pre-Chorus: Alan T Charly]
Now that it's all done and dusted
I'm lying on my own
And it feels so lonely (Lonely)

Still fucking tired of being let down
Tired of giving myself
Just to feel so lonely (Lonely)

[Chorus: Alan T Charly]
I keep my notifications on (On)
So my hopes, they can stay turned off (Off)
'Cause expectations, they always hurt (Hurt, hurt)

This silence, it kills me
This silence, it kills–

[Pre-Chorus: Alan T Charly]
Now that it's all done and dusted
I'm lying on my own
And it feels so lonely (Lonely)

Still fucking tired of being let down
Tired of giving myself
Just to feel so lonely (Lonely)

[Chorus: Alan T Charly]
I keep my notifications on (On)
So my hopes, they can stay turned off (Off)
'Cause expectations, they always hurt (They hurt)

This silence, it kills me
This silence, it kills me
This silence, it–

[Bridge: Alan T Charly]
Tears me apart
But then I depart
'Cause I won't be a part of this foolery (Nah)

I'm taking time to reflect
Inspect
Fixing all my defects
Focus on me (Yeah)

Tears me apart
But then I depart
'Cause I won't be a part of this foolery (Count me out)

I'm taking time to reflect
Inspect
Fixing all my defects (Yeah, yeah)
Focus on me (Yeah)

[Verse: Alan T Charly]
(But) I gotta be real (Real)
Some days, man, I just want somebody to feel (Feel)
Somebody who would give me all the love that I want (Want)
Then take it away just to make things bleed (Bleed)

(Yeah) Make me bleed (Bleed)
(Yeah) I like that pain (Pain)
(Yeah) Keep things interesting
You know I don't care (I do)

About myself, that shit's unhealthy
I am trying my best, so God help me

[Pre-Chorus: Alan T Charly]
Now that it's all done and dusted
I'm lying on my own
And it feels so lonely

Still fucking tired of being let down

[Chorus: Alan T Charly]
I keep my notifications on (On)
So my hopes, they can stay turned off (Off)
'Cause expectations, they always hurt (Hurt, hurt)

This silence, it kills me
This silence, it kills–

[Pre-Chorus: Alan T Charly]
Now that it's all done and dusted
I'm lying on my own
And it feels so lonely (Lonely)

Still fucking tired of being let down
Tired of giving myself
Just to feel so lonely (Lonely)

[Chorus: Alan T Charly]
I keep my notifications on (On)
So my hopes, they can stay turned off (Off)
'Cause expectations, they always hurt (They hurt)

This silence, it heals me
This silence, it heals me
This silence, it–