I just wanna get out of my room for once

[Verse 1]
Maybe its my focus or the meds I'm on
Worried about the future, I'm a loaded gun
Can't keep myself focused, my mind comes undone
I just wanna get out of my room for once
Ever since the summer, I don't sleep at night
I lack the confidence, it's a thorn in my side
Straining my eyes from the glow of my desk light
I just wanna get out of my room for once

[Bridge]
And then I was like, "Are you appealing to me emotionally or logically"
What the fuck does that even mean?

[Verse 2]
Got out of the house last weekend
I wrote a letter to you, did you see it?
And if I swallow the pills, do they change who I am?