I Just Don’t Know (SMH)

Yeah, should I pull down my trousers and throw up gang signs or
Perform to a crowd that's got their hands high? Sure
We're diamonds in the dirt by a land mine
The amount of lives we're losing over land is at a landslide, yeah
Still I roll in my diamonds, I'm the son of a gun, don't kill me for shining
Don't kill me for rising
I swear every time my phone's going off today, it's pissing me off
Man, I should turn it off today cause I'm just going off today
I told a gyal about a bumbaclart
But little does she know that she broke my heart
I'm riding round looking heartless in my skin
Circle full of fire, try and put on my ring
See, we can go to dinner and do all them nice things
But she might put me off if she don't wanna put in
I heard beauty's skin-deep and I can see it now
Hundred bags later, can I see a pound?

I just don't know

I hear the label ain't feeling my wave no more
See, I just keep recording, I don't play no more
The fans have been patient, they can't wait no more
I'm from a bottomless pit where they didn't make no floors
And it's a dog eat dog world, and I don't rate your paws
And all the big fish have to take on Jaws
And I've been snapping on 'em, dropped out meat, I'm eating snapper on 'em
Match goal, keep a clean sheet and look dapper on 'em
Man don't send me shit beats cause I ain't rapping on 'em
Fans ain't heard us be frank since Channel Orange

I just don't know

I mean we're cheating at the top like we need a loss
The FIFA guy resigned, that's a three and off
Everybody's out here just tryna be a boss
When you don't have a week there, you take the weekend off
And when he be long, you'll never be where he belongs
Some will say they're clean-hearted on some evil songs
Shows her face at each party tryna keep a god
Girl, drop down and get your eagle on
And when you get back up, there won't be no love left
You asked me for some time so I gave you one sex
Now it's "fuck Wretch", status update, upset
Got addicted to this life until I got a drug test

I just don't know

Looks like the theme parks are turning into Final Destination
Good thing I didn't take a ride to elevation
Good ting I didn't take a flight to desperation
Got a first class request and I declined the invitation
Now my hair's growing, so I might lock it
Looking spiritual, feeling iconic
If you live for it, you should die for it, man
It's killing me inside so I gotta write on it

I just don't know

I just don't know