i jus cant do this

[Chorus: bloodsekai]
Just another Monday, got to get through it
Late to all my classes, they don't want excuses
Sun's been shining, I still feel useless
Put a hole inside my wall 'cause I just can't do this
I'm friends with love but I'm also friends with hate
When I try to talk, I can't conversate
Open up my laptop, use it all day
I love the way I live and I don't wanna change

[Post-Chorus: bloodsekai]
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, woah-oh

[Verse: odihu]
Off of the pills, I throw up in the backseat
Don't know where I am, don't think I'll ever be happy
Said that I'm pretty but I feel like you're capping
Don't wanna live, I feel like napping
Crying all the time 'cause the thoughts inside my mind
I feel like a waste of time, I just wish that I was blind
I wish you were by my side, I think 'bout you all the time
I just wish you didn't die, wish you didn't suicide
Cook a razor blade on the stove, it burns
When you killed yourself, that shit really hurt
But I cannot wait 'til it's my turn
Won't be swimming with the fishes, but be flying with the birds

[Chorus: bloodsekai]
Just another Monday, got to get through it
Late to all my classes, they don't want excuses
Sun's been shining, I still feel useless
Put a hole inside my wall 'cause I just can't do this
I'm friends with love but I'm also friends with hate
When I try to talk, I can't conversate
Open up my laptop, use it all day
I love the way I live and I don't wanna change

[Post-Chorus: bloodsekai]
I don't wanna change, please just go away
I don't wanna change, please just go away
I don't wanna change, please just go away
I don't wanna change, please just go away