I Hope

[Verse: Kolten]
I Just Wanna Die
I Don't Wanna Cry
I Just Wanna Get High
Got Me Feeling Empty Every Time You Don't Reply What The Fuck Is Up You Playing Like Its Double Dutch I Know You Love The Way I Touch You So Why Don't You Come Through Anymore
Look At My Face When I Fuck On Your Waist Because We Don't Do This Often When I Finally Die Lock Me In My Coffin Satan Gonna Greet Me Like ' We Finally Got Him"
Feeling Numb I Don't Got No One But I Got This Gun I Think My Time Is Done I Hope I Die Young Like The Greats I Hope Nobody Sees All Of My Mistakes I Hope Everybody Listens To Every One Of My Tapes I Hope I Get Away From The Fakes I Hope They'll Love Me If I'm Wearing Chains I Hope God Will Greet Me At The Gates
Your Mom Doesn't Love You That's Why Your Dad Left You That's Why God Won't Bless You That's Why You're Always Stressed You Ain't Shit Bitch
Comtemplating Death I Have A Lot But I'm Just Not Happy I'm So Lonely Only Have A Few Homies But They Barely Know Me Old Girl Said She Like My Music I'm Dreaming Lucid I Still See Your Shadows
My Hearts Froze I'm Numb But I'm Crying Every Night Getting Out Of Bed A Fight Picking Up The Pen Feels Right For The First Time In My Life
Anxiety Makes Me Suicidal I Can't Stand It Been Struggling Since A Jit
I Can Go A Little Longer I Just Wanna Wake Up And Not Be Disappointed I Wish I Was Stronger I Just Wanna Fucking Scream I Wish This Was A Fucking Dream And I Can Wake Up And Wanna Be Alive