I Have Such a Hard Time Making New Friends

I had been feeling sick lately
3 days maybe 4
And he was looking at me funny like he had seen me before
I threw my best right hand cross across his left hand cheek
And a tragedy is written in the bathroom sink

Give me back my gun
Its intent is not pure
He's got it bad bleeding tears upon the kitchen floor
I saw a crack in your halo today
Such big words for a tiny little man
He said, "In my mind I am the hero today."

I take 1 in the morning and 2 at 3
Another before supper and 5 to sleep
Just a chemical reaction in my head
It all turns upside down in my head
I must have blacked out
I doubled up on my meds
You see I have such a hard time making new friends