I Hate You When You’re Sleeping

Sometimes I wish that I could
Climb inside a cave and die
Seems I can't get anywhere
No matter how hard i try
Is there something deep inside me
Striving to explode and set me straight
Or am i just another hopeless victim
Who might never know his fate

I don't know if i
Missed the buss to the right place
But i'm wrong again
And that always seems to be the case
When will i figure out
Just what i need
To get my head out of the past

I dont know why I dwell
On all the stupid shit i've ever done
Instead of living
I'm just shutting out everyone
I rot away inside these pages
Talking only to myself
The demon thats inside me rages
Praying on my mental health

I don't know if i
Missed the buss to the right place
But i'm wrong again
And that always seems to be the case
When will i figure out
Just what i need
To get my head out of the past

I just can't get myself out of this rut i fell into
I just can't get myself out of this rut I fell into

I need to stop wasting my time
(I just can't...)
Sending my brain to outer space
(get myself)
Before I start to loose my mind
(out of this rut)
I better find my place
(i fell into)

I need to stop wasting my time
Sending my brain to outer space
Before I start to loose my mind
I better find my place