I HATE U SO I ATE U; A CANNIBALISTIC CURSING RITE

[Verse]
Left path walking, two left feet so things ain't going right
I learned how to focus on the darkness till it's burning bright
Light up in my soul, black fire burn like furnace
Ribcage empty hole, all I got is no control
And fucked up ways that I maintain day to day to get by
Skit slide through the cracks, and the crevices and the hellishness
No balance in my life, I'm only dealing with this heavy shit
Tooth, and a nail and a eye for a messy bitch
Let the razor rip through my thigh till I see redness
They thought lately Shanez has been alright, I'm still depressive
Every night thoughts of suicide and mental stresses
Strange lights in my mind's eye, feels like I'm melting
People painting me a bad guy, I ain't a person though
They worth and words is grain of salt small, so it ain't personal
When the night black out, the black I get in cursing mode
Fangs drip, venom tongue forked like it's serpental
Meetings with the shadows, now the temple feels Saturnial
Geometric patterns human minds find unfathomable
Baneful magic wreaking havoc, cauldron filled with eyes of toads
And lots of bad habits that I kept from letting all you know
I just let it bottle up inside and turn into a weapon
Dragon's blood burning on the altar and the chicken headless
Bitter, broken, angry and retarded, but I'm good at hexes
Let the hate flow like it's water out the poison chalice