I Hate U I Love U

[Verse]
And every single night
I'm fucking someone else
It doesn't make a difference and it doesn't fucking help
These gold digging hoes only want me for my wealth
Or want me for my fame just like everybody else
It's like, "Anth God damn, what the fuck? It's been a year already"
I could find somebody new but I'm just not ready
Been the woman of my dreams since the day that you met me
And my Nightmare up on Elm Street, the female Freddy
And there's a beautiful girl waiting for me at home
But tell me why do I still feel alone?
I guess the ones that you love and let close
Are the same ones that will hurt you the most?
And yeah that's funny to me
Yeah that's funny to me
I thought you wanted to be
I thought you wanted to see
What our kids would look like, is it you, is it me?
Now that's gonna be a future that we never gon' see
And yo, I hate to fuckin' say it but it's all because of you
'Cause of everything you did and 'cause of everything you do
And now you thinking you can sext me like everything is cool
But you're fucking someone else so why you fucking with me too?
Then we break down and cry and say this is goodbye
Said it a million times but we both know it's a lie
It's the circle of life, couldn't escape if you tried
'Cause you live and you love and then you love and you die
And I...