I Hate Myself, I Want To Party

[Verse 1]
Who knows when you will call me
And I can meet you at the bar again
I hate myself, I want to party
And pretend that I'm a star again

[Pre-Chorus]
Well, in my mind I'm ridin' around
In the backseat drinking it subtle
And my friends know anything goes
And I'm a good girl at playing with trouble
But I hate myself, I want to party
And pretend that I'm a part of something

[Chorus]
But instead, I watch TV, fuck my girl, check my phone, babe
PS5, change my shirt and drink alone, babe
And only I can bring me down
And keep me stuck at home
Keep me stuck at home

[Verse 2]
I thought I couldn't make a song now
But I think I'm gonna write again
I had a year to let my body
Figure out its parts again

[Pre-Chorus]
But in my mind I'm ridin' around
In the backseat drinking it subtle
And my friends know anything goes
And I'm a good girl at playing with trouble
But I hate myself, I want to party
Pretend that I'm a part of something

[Chorus]
But instead, I watch TV, fuck my girl, check my phone, babe
PS5, change my shirt and drink alone, babe
And only I can bring me down
And only I can bring me down
And only I can bring me down
And keep me stuck at home
And keep me stuck at home
Keep me stuck at home
And keep me stuck at home

[Bridge]
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
And I know it's my track
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
Gonna take it right back
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
It was never my track
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
Gonna take it right back
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
It was never my track
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
Gonna take it right back

[Outro]
I don't wanna live like that
I don't wanna live like that
Gonna take it right back
I don't wanna live like that, uh