​i hate myself but not as much as i hate u

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I been taking Xans to fall asleep
Clawing at my body when I weep
Cutting on my wrist watch me bleed
I can see you rotting every time that I blink
Burn my flesh and push me away
Baby you were everything I needed today
I just wanna peel off your face
I know when I'm gone I'll be replaced
I miss hearing everything that you had to say
Now I'm faded and my memories are starting to shrink
I lost everything I hated when I looked at your face
Now you're everything I hate and you're fading away