I hate my life

VERSE
Yeah
Wait...
I hate my life
I hate my sign
I hate this night
I hate my bright
I lost far sight
Wish like instagram i could swipe
Life is a social media i dislike
Maybe i should disappear
All these things left me with fear
On the deep im just a scared kid
Tears almost falling while i write this
I just needed to talk
But i have nobody
Maybe i should take a walk
But i might suicide probably
I ain't see no reason to live
My family is separeted,and i can't count with them
They betrayed me i should bang
And i can't even trust people out here
They have ready answers like siri
Seriously,ain't helping me
I can go in rain,won't make difference
She's already on me,of being happy having an absence
My eyes so big but i can't keep the range
Why all these adlibs,ain't even gon bring me fame
Why having a friends,everybody is lame
I should go on air and fall on a plane
Cause
Cause
Cause
Because...
My family broke up
Pills i swallowed up
Aquavit on the double cup
I dont have no fucking trust
I can have depression,my happiness turnt into dust
Bitch get out ima already a bust
Shame from myself,cause i was hiding on bush
The fact of dont caring about school makes me flush