I hate mirrors

[Intro]
Suffer with me
I've held a lot of these feelings in, for far too long
It's tearing me apart
AAAAAAAAAHHH

[Verse 1]
Looking at a hollow shell of who I used to be (oh, oh)
And the way I hate myself
It's been killing me (oh oh)
Can't change all my mistakes
I'm so ashamed
And I only place myself [?]

[Chorus]
And I'm tired
And no desire
To change my ways
I've been drowning inside of my sorrow
No tomorrow
I've been circling the train
Tryna find a sense of hope but I'm hollow
Gotta let go
But I can't go

[Verse 1]
Mirrors lead to fading away
So sick of waiting on a miracle that probably will never arrive
I only face myself whenever I'm numb
'Cause that's the only time I feel like I've won
I know this pain won't go away
I just wanna feel okay
But everytime I pray for sun it always ends

[Chorus]
Change my ways
I've been drowning inside of my sorrow
No tomorrow
I've been circling the train
Tryna find a sense of hope but I'm hollow
Gotta let go

[Outro]
Gotta let go
Gotta let go
I've been circling the train
But I'm feeling hollow, hollow
Hollow