I Hate Him

He's got a crooked smile and big brown eyes
He's not that handsome but he keeps them mesmerized
With his endless string of jokes and his lovely little lies
He makes it seem so effortless, he's that kind of guy…

But he never ever admits it when he's wrong
Won't drop a fight until he knows he won
He never keeps a girlfriend for too long
Cause you can't tell if he loves you or if he's just leading you on…

And I hate him cause an alarm in his head goes off whenever he's out of mine
And I hate him cause then he calls at 2 a.m. and keeps me up all night
And I hate him cause everyone else pales next to his bright light
But I love him cause he's the only thing that makes me feel alive…

I promised myself I wouldn't be that girl
To make a single boy her world
But things can get so crazy, oh you learn
Control don't matter at all, either way you get burned…

So I took a chance and let him in
He let me down, fell to the lowest place I've ever been
Too scared to pick myself up cause I know what'll happen
The whole thing will just start over again…
Ohhh

So I hate him cause an alarm in his head goes off whenever he's out of mine
And I hate him cause then he calls at 2 a.m. and keeps me up all night
And I hate him cause everyone else pales next to his bright light
But I loved him cause he's the only thing that makes me feel alive…

I want him as my first "I love you,"
Want him to kiss me in the rain
I want to hear "I've been thinking of you,"
I want the rest to go away
Cause he's perfect, oh he's perfect
In every single way
But he plays these games
And I can't tolerate it…

I hate him cause he's the song in my head I'm singing all the time
Hate it cause it's the same old melody with a pretty simple rhyme
But there's a glitch in the technology and it plays on repeat
Over and over the same thing happen to me…

I hate him cause an alarm in his head goes off whenever he's out of mine
And I hate him cause then he calls at 2 a.m. and keeps me up all night
And I hate him cause everyone else pales next to his bright light
But I loved him cause he's the only thing that makes me feel alive…