I H8 U

Missing me all night
In a strange twilight
Watch through the blinds
As I take my life
In front of your eyes
Yeah I am on the up rise
Brighter than the sunlight
Do you think that you could handle my
Crazy mind
I wish I could be a pretty girl
Living in this fucked up world
But there is no going back

Oh oh oh
Wish you never saw the part of me I keep inside
It’s not for your eyes
You just spread lies
You never loved me ohhh
Made me feel like a freak
You couldn’t speak
Now you’re missing me ohhh
What a hypocrite
Go suck a dick
You stupid bitch
I hate you

Bleaching my hair til it’s dead
Cutting it all off my head
I don’t want to look like the girl that you hurt
Fucking up my life again
Wish we never friends
Keep it all to myself til I yell for help …

I don’t want to do anything
Cover myself in my bling
Tell me why I hate myself oh oh
I just want to look like all the girls i see online
Perfect jawline
Crystal blue eyes
Ass like a dime yeah ohhh
Feeling like a pop star
Who drinks wokheart
Free 2shanez
If I can’t be this
I’ll cut my wrists
I never miss
I’m off one

Sometimes the memories deep in my mind
Bleed to the surface and I-
Am tortured even when I am sleeping oh
Now that I am grown up
You make me want to throw up
You’re a sad excuse for a man

Oh oh oh
Wish you never saw the part of me I keep inside
It’s not for your eyes
You just spread lies
You never loved me ohhh
Made me feel like a freak
You couldn’t speak
Now you’re missing me
What a hypocrite
Go suck a dick
You stupid bitch
I hate you