i guess it was nothing

Guess i fucked up once again
Where are all my friends
I don’t wanna pretend
That we were anything
I guess it was nothing
So disgusting
Used to shine i’m rusting
That’s what i get for rushing
Moldy spores inside my lungs
Copper in my veins
I wish i could feel the same
Without the novocaine
Cold as ice i feel the rime
Im running out time
Secrets we’re discussing
You just tend to crush me
Memories of the dark nights
That i can’t forget on my lonely nights
When i sleep in, i get headaches
Hear the echoes of your laughter
4 hours of sleep barely equals a dream
When i wake up i’ve been sweating
I can’t let you go even if i tried
So i gave up like a thousand times
My eyes burn from i see
When i close my eyes inside the dream
Why does it seem so easy for you
When im dying slow in my bedroom

Guess i fucked up once again
Where are all my friends
I don’t wanna pretend
That we were anything
I guess it was nothing
So disgusting
Used to shine i’m rusting
That’s what i get for rushing
Moldy spores inside my lungs
Copper in my veins
I wish i could feel the same
Without the novocaine