I Grew Up (In a Big, Big House)

I grew up in a big, big house, with the coolest tree I've ever seen in my back yard
I grew up being terrified right after my uncle died, thinking the same thing could happen to my friends

But I won't let the shit that got to me when I was ten define who I am today
No, I won't let it get to me cause I have to be strong and mature, whatever the fuck that means

I grew up hating men, I grew up hating more specifically the people who hurt you and me
I grew up wondering what comes after suffering but now I know it's this weird period of getting angry

But I won't let the shit that got to me when I was ten define who I am today
No, I won't let it get to me cause I have to be strong and mature, whatever the fuck that means

I grew up moving every other month, I grew up sleeping on the couch and now I like sleeping on the couch
You've seen hell about nine times, and you've walked in circles a couple more, but I won't hold that against you

'Cause I won't let the shit that got to me when I was ten, define who I am today
No I won't let it get to me cause I have to be strong and mature, whatever the fuck that means