I grew numb waiting for you

[Chorus]
Was this all a joke to you?
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting
But I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake? It's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony
But I'm not feeling this

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I know, I was puppet in one of your shows
I was your favourite, you called me baby
Tell me you loved me and then let me go
I think it's crazy, you were amazing
Under your spell you were driving me crazy
Then you grew out of me and left me behind, yeah
I was suffering, it was too much for me (It was)
I wish I could erase you from my memories (Gone)
Look me in my eyes and tell me what you see (What do you see?)
How could you fuck me over and wanna be friends with me? (Yeah)

[Chorus]
Was this all a joke to you?
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting
But I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake? It's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony
But I'm not feeling this

[Verse 2]
But not really sad 'cause one day I know you gonna hit me up
And those feeling died on the day you left me all fucked up
So you wanna know, I don't need you I've had time to grow
So don't hit my phone, I don't need you when I'm about blow up
Baby girl, I know that this over (Over)
The puppet queen has fallen from the throne, yeah (Ayy)
I remember when shit was colder (Was colder)
I just hope that you get better when you're older

[Chorus]
Was this all a joke to you?
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting
But I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake? It's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony
But I'm not feeling this