I Gotta Be Honest

Huh
I gotta be honest (Yeah)
I am not happy with me
So I’m working on me
Im just being honest
I had to cut off some people wasn’t for me
I gotta be honest
Yeah im just bleeding from life I need an IV
Im just being honest
I gotta be selfish of me, I gotta save me
I gotta be honest

I been drowning in a pool for a liquor really tryna figure my life out
Im not an alcoholic but I know when I started
And its crazy that this liquor is my vice right now
I been going through it all lately
Hand held GPS getting lost lately (Losing myself)
So I had to reroute myself, find myself and now im on track (Had to love myself way more)
Yeah I was stuck in my ways
Had to change my way of thinking and follow my gut
Whats opinions, when opinions don’t pay you enough
What’s enough , when enough just ain't enough
And the love that you gave ain't thick enough
And the trust that you had is obsolete
And the shoes on your feet they keep you stuck
From the path meant for you that keeps you up
And when they giving up on you just believe in yourself

Gotta be honest
Tomorrows not promised (Oh yeah, yeah)
You gotta be honest with yourself

Huh
I gotta be honest (Yeah)
I am not happy with me
So I’m working on me
Im just being honest
I had to cut off some people wasn’t for me
I gotta be honest
Yeah im just bleeding from life I need an IV
Im just being honest
I gotta be selfish of me, I gotta save me
I gotta be honest

Tell me have you ever second guessed yourself
Cause you Listening to everybody
And what they feel is best for you
Deep down you know the situation ain’t for you
You can feel through the energy that in the room
You ain’t got no room for nothing that’s unwanted (Nah)
Everything that I wanted, i made sure I’m on it
I can vouch for myself i don’t need no accolades
See when you truly special then they gonna know your name
And your presence is noticed when you don’t even notice
And your focus is more focused than a telescope is
And your pain run deeper than the Mississippi River
There a lot of crooked I’s
Watching you stream bigger
But I’m thankful for the people that just got my back
Waffle House conversations show you what you lack
Had to change my perspective and change my mindset
I had my mind set on things that wasn’t mine yet

Gotta be honest
Tomorrows not promised (Oh yeah, yeah)
You gotta be honest with yourself

Huh
I gotta be honest (Yeah)
I am not happy with me
So I’m working on me
Im just being honest
I had to cut off some people wasn’t for me
I gotta be honest
Yeah im just bleeding from life I need an IV
Im just being honest
I gotta be selfish of me, I gotta save me
I gotta be honest