I give up

[Verse 1]
I'm running out options and I don't know what to say
I hate myself so much I don't know if I should stay
Every single word you said to me was just fake
I gave you my all and all you did was just take
Everything away from me and I can't even sleep
I can't even eat I can't even think
All I do is drink wash away my sins
Hoping I die , it is how it is
Hang me with a rope cuz I'm not loved anymore
Really hate myself I can't do this now
When I was younger I had the same thoughts
I thought it would get better but it's not
I'm sorry to family and I'm sorry to my lover
I fucking can't do this fuck