​i feel like killing myself but i cant

[Chorus]
I thought you were dead
Guess I'll see you again
Don't need you in my bed

[Verse 1]
Happy I'm not fucking dead
Butterflies all in my head
Take my blood not yours instead
Runaway with you ahead
You're like the only thing in my head
Never want you to go away
I still don't know
Why you text me
I wanna see us grow
And make the world our own
I fucking love you
And I want to scream that

[Chorus]
I thought you were dead
Guess I'll see you again
Don't need you in my bed
My bed, my bed, my bed

[Verse 2]
I see in my dream
Us around a tree
Living happily
And it feels so good
Make me all you could
I feel so understood
For once, for once, for once

[Chorus]
I thought you were dead
Guеss I'll see you again
Don't need you in my bed
My bed, my bed, my bеd