I feel like Freddie Benxxon from iKarly xxeaxxon 3, epixxode 9

Pick me up from off the floor
And put me in an ambulance
Cut my arms 'cause I was bored
I'm inside a manic trance
I don't like this anymore
Why am I so frantic, man?
I knew that I locked the doors
But I still took a second glance

Didn't really want it
But I guess I got a second chance
Emptied out my wallet
On a bunch of stupid Fenty Xan
I got blood inside my vomit
Man, I swear this wasn't part of the plan
Could've gone to college
But instead, I just did fentanyl

If I needed help
Would you answer or reject my call?
Throw me on the ground
And blow me up like a basketball
If I needed hеlp
Would you answer or reject my call?
Throw mе on the ground
And blow me up like a basketball

You told me you loved me
But you didn't mean that shit at all
Throw me on the ground
And blow me up like a basketball
I just smoked another fucking pound
I still feel it all
Why'd you ever tell me you were down
When you were not at all

I guess that I'll just see you around
Maybe at the mall
I guess that I'll just see you around
Or maybe not at all
I guess that I'll just see you around
Maybe in the halls
I guess that I'll just see you around
Or maybe not at all

If I needed help
Would you answer or reject my call?
Throw me on the ground
And blow me up like a basketball
You told me you loved me
But you didn't mean that shit at all
Throw me on the ground
And blow me up like a basketball