I Fall Alone

[Verse 1]
I left my shit at your house
So I could see you again
I hope I won’t be locked out
‘Cause you just wanna be friends
But I can’t stop thinking about you
I can’t find meaning without you
I left my stuff at your house
But you never came home

[Chorus]
I lie to myself and say that
This time, it’ll be different
I lie to myself and say that
This time, you’ll change
I hear you laughing in your bed
God damn, I’d rather be deaf
We fall in love inside my head
I wish I was better than this, I fall alone

[Verse 2]
I can’t get a grip, I keep sinking my ship
In the waters you invite me in
How do I get over you, and know that it can’t be true
That you’d ever want me again?
(Again)

[Chorus]
I lie to myself and say that
This time, it’ll be different
I lie to myself and say that
This time, you’ll change
I hear you laughing in your bed
God damn, I’d rather be deaf
We fall in love inside my head
I wish I was better than this, I fall alone

[Bridge]
I fall alone
I fall alone, I fall alone
I fall alone, I’m all alone
Lay me down and take my
Heart right out, I’m all alone
Fuck
I fall all alone

[Chorus]
I lie to myself and say that
This time, it’ll be different
I lie to myself and say that
This time, you’ll change
I hear you laughing in your bed
God damn, I’d rather be deaf (rather be deaf)
We fall in love inside my head
I wish I was better than this, I fall alone
I fall alone