I Fade Away (Freestyle)

[Intro]
Sometime, I fade away..
Just to make it through the day..

Fade away..

[Verse]
Just lost in the sauce, And last week it was off the rocks, but
I've been chopped up, and boxed up, and locked, up so many times its sopped up
, I can’t even soak up this shit, because I'm tryna get so fucking lit tonight
Here tonight the fish nets are making me feel, now we're both sore
, Book tours, slum lords, sonar, and on the sonar
I see you from a mile away
But you can’t see me from yesterday, a
New man, that I am, I can't hold your hand, because, you told me who I am
I have no friends around, keep myself and down, all this emotional shit coming ouut
Can't keep a bitch and I can't keep a jooob, that's why I'm sittin on a log in the
Woods somewhere just, knelt low, with the fishin pole, when I'm keepin cold, and I'm
, Tryna be with my baby, but she don’t wanna chill much lately
, And that’s a problem, but only for a man with an opt-ion
I got noone, I got some, I can't think about what’s under my thumb
I can't be drunk, again, tonight, but I'm still drinkin when it's right cause
I feel good, and I feel bad, but I can’t feel better than me, and now I'm
Friendly, I gotta be nice, but, I can't man I'm an asshole, cause all of
My vices keep me in a hold, like the choke when you're coming out and pullin on a lawnmower
Haha, I'm just tryna flow-
I've been so far dowwwwn
And this time I'm arouuuund
Ohh, my liquor is brown!
Baby that shit clear to me, I can't see through the fog though
I've been out in the bayy, since about maybe twenty-eight days
Every single week that go by, makin me feel like I'm lo-fi, when I
Cold eyes, when I close my eyes
I be feelin like I hold my sides, yuh