Written by Tulips Ballad, CAT DAD, & produced by M.E, this song is about fighting the battle with depression and anxiety that build up when we find ourselves alone. There are many lyrics alluding to the subject, such as talking about metaphorical demons, never being able to go back to happy memo...
When I'm alone I find I fade away
And I thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same
Got lost in doubt
My mind's playin' games
Do it all over again
I can't do it all again
When I'm alone I find I fade away
And I thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same
Got lost in doubt
My mind's playin' games
Do it all over again
I can't do it all again
I always try
To say goodbye
But I can't seem to shake this
When I'm alone
I find I fade away
Got lost in doubt
Mind playin' games
When I'm alone
I find I fade away
Got lost in doubt
When I'm alone I find I fade away
(When I'm alone)
And I thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same
(I find I fade away)
Got lost in doubt
(Got lost in doubt)
My mind's playin' games
(Mind playin' games)
Do it all over again
I can't do it all again
When I'm alone I find I fade away
(When I'm alone)
And I thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same
(I find I fade away)
Got lost in doubt
(Got lost in doubt)
My mind's playin' games
(Mind playin' games)
Do it all over again
I can't do it all again
(Do it all again)
Deep dive in the darkness
Do demons ever go to sleep?
I feel them keepin' me awake
See them sip my soul with tea
Sweet sugar-filled palm trees
Memories I can't keep
Brittle bones in my back crack and break
As the black smoke starts to creep
And I don't really mind when the time slips away
Finna find myself in the mirror somehow, someday
Holding out for change
Is about as pointless of a game that I could play
When I'm alone I find I fade away
(When I'm alone)
And I thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same
(I find I fade away)
Got lost in doubt
(Got lost in doubt)
My mind's playin' games
(Mind playin' games)
Do it all over again
I can't do it all again
When I'm alone I find I fade away
(When I'm alone)
And I thought I finally found I figured out I'm still the same
(I find I fade away)
Got lost in doubt
(Got lost in doubt)
My mind's playin' games
(Mind playin' games)
Do it all over again
I can't do it all again
(Do it all again)
I Fade Away was written by CAT DAD.
I Fade Away was produced by CAT DAD.
CAT DAD released I Fade Away on Fri Jul 10 2020.