I Explode

Your silence is disturbing
I can hear your inner shout
You are the monster in me
The monster who is bursting to get out

I am so complicated
There are so many of us
Deep inside, we get frustrated
Trying to keep all of us satisfied
Satisfied
Satisfied
Satisfied

You're obsessed with being on top
You're coming down on me like a raincloud
I'm the best, you'll never forget me now

You're going to have to keep me sedated
And never ever let me out
You've got to keep me suffocated
Before I breathe a word about it

I know that you're afraid of me
That's why you keep me shut up in this box
I will tell your secret
I'll be the first to talk

You're going to have to keep me sedated
And never ever let me out
You've got to keep me suffocated
Before I breathe a word about it

Don't want to have to shut up or relax
My feelings about you now
Want to cry out loud
Shout at the sky
Try to let the truth come out

You're going to have to keep me sedated
And never ever let me out
You've got to keep me suffocated
I'll tell the whole world about it

You're going to have to keep me sedated
And never ever let me out
You've got to keep me suffocated
I'll tell the whole world about it

I know this is real 'cause I feel like bleeding
But pleading with you would suck
And right now I'm fighting for air
And it's not really there
But I don't want to give you up