I Dug My Own Grave

I been thinkin' for a long time I should get out, I don't feel well
Something in me isn't feeling right I took 3 pills now
Lookin' for a place to spend the night I catch a motel
Sing myself to sleep with with bloody teeth, yeah
And I don't know if you feel the same way
And I don't know if we're on the same page
But I been off the shit for like a couple days now
So you can talk to me and I won't be so fazed wow
I'm feeling hyper real, I can't breathe and I can't feel
Heart is racing, run its course
Know you'll probably leave me sore
Life is like a chore, Ion't wanna do it for
Another day but course you tell me I am yours

But I can still feel the pain
And it's driving me insane
My breaths taken away
I can't feel you on me
My life is thrown away
My fingers are shaking
And waterfalls making
My eyes look like breaking, yeah

I'm till not over you
And even I can say that I know I'm a fool
I'm tryna wake you up
My heads enough corrupt
I'm still not over you
And I know I can't be seen with you
Even though my hearts still breaking
My eyes see through
All the lies that you fed me I'm puking blue
Now I'm hungry for more pain to get from you