​i dont wanna say goodbye

I don't wanna say goodbye
I can stay a few more nights
All those times you made me cry
Am I weak if I don't mind?

You're a pattern I repeat
Love the one who's hurting me
Am I weak if I don't mind?
Picked it up when I was five

I'll stay again
Make sure I have nothing left
And I drain myself
Trying to be the way that you see me

I didn't know that love isn't hard
The words you say aren't meant to leave scars
I'll love you forever, but that's not my choice
I can't help but love all the peoplе that hurt me