I dont understand

(slushh)
(you are listening to hurenpop)

I just wanna go to sleep, man
Wake up every day, everyone's beefin'
I can't take it anymore
In my room just layin' on the floor
And i feel so stuck
Can you tell?
Each day it feels like hell

None of this feels worth a damn
I can't lie i just don't understand
And im such a fuckin' joke
Sometime i wish i'd choke
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go

Yeah i guess that's it
End to it all
Still don't gve a shit
Keep it to yourself
And i feel so stuck, can you tell
Each day it feels like hell

None of this feels worth a damn
I can't lie i just dont understand
I wish that i could take it back
All the things i ever said

Cuz I dont feel so fucking strong
When im out therе on my own