i dont feel real anymore

Baby can you teach me how to feel
Am i real ? tell me what is real
Shawty how u feel
Whats the deal ?
Smoke this blunt it got me killed
Brodie popped another seal
Put a pill up in my cup
Don’t wanna feel shit
Nigga talkin on my name
Don’t wanna hear it
Yeah my brudda on the block
He tryna drill shit
I got voices in my head
They tell me kill shit
I got niggas in my circle
Want me killed
Pop this perc like what the hell
Talkin shit that boy get nailed
Smokin' gas im doin' well
Smokin' gas i know it smell
Wanna see you what da hell
I just hope you're doing well
Baby can you teach me how to love
Bitch i think im going up i could never give a fuck
Girl just tell me how u think im not enough
Got a pocket full of pills put a oxy in my cup
I can’t stay awake i keep on nodding off
Oh mah god
U don’t fuck with me then nigga that’s a loss
Oh my god
Oh my god
Oh my god