I dont feel at home where i am

I don't feel at home where I am
These bodies don't feel close when they're near me
I tried to catch my breath when I fucked up
But I lost it, yeah

Choke on my words
Like whiskey and that shit burns
Like, lost over myself
And these fake friends who don't help, yeah
Waking up four A.M. thinking how am I gonna get past this
Holding onto my thoughts like there's no one that can change them

I don't feel at home where I am
These bodies don't feel closе when they're nеar me
I tried to catch my breath when I fucked up
But I lost it, yeah

But when you fall into me
I feel like myself babe