i dont deserve it

[Chorus]
(Ayy) How can you back it up? All these feelings different
I-I went and fell right for those lies, I'm such an idiot
In the booth, I'm cuttin' up, I don't really mind that, bitch
I only need myself for this, that's how its always been
I need you to hold me close, treat me like a person
Huh-uh, I get on the mic', like, "Is it worth it?"
Huh-uh, cut off all my skin, it's so imperfect
Girl, I want you to love me most, I know I don't deserve it

[Verse 1]
She said my voice, it sound so heavenly
She said she wanna get it on 'cause I got empathy
I really found out how to do this shit so happily
Why can't we all just get along? I really wanna leave
My heart is achin', I learned to suck it up
I'm just not one to be complacent when I'm always stuck
Yeah, she said she fuckin' with my cadence and she ran it up
She said she like my attitude but I think that I'm done
I put that Perc' right in her jaw, yeah
They say I'm the issue when I'm barely goin' on, or am I wrong about it?
Bitch, I'm a damn accountant, I'm the king of knowin' all
How am I supposed to cope? I know I'm doin' wrong
Gi-give it time and it'll come
Yeah, it's slowly creepin' up the times that I go try and run
And I don't understand it
I saw that boy and he on none, pick that pack up and I ran it
My shoulders hurtin' from this shit, I just ran laps around 'em

[Bridge]
I saw that boy and he on none, pick that pack up and I ran it
My shoulders hurting from this shit, I just ran laps around 'em

[Chorus]
How can you back it up? All these feelings different
I-I went and fell right for those lies, I'm such an idiot
In the booth, I'm cuttin' up, I don't really mind that bitch
I only need myself for this, that's how its always been
I need you to hold me close, treat me like a person
Huh-uh, I get on the mic', like, "Is it worth it?"
Huh-uh, cut off all my skin, it's so imperfect
Girl, I want you to love me most, I know I don't deserve it