I dont believe in love

I think I think too much
When I'm by myself
Be with me for one day
You could never tell
Be with me for three months
Then maybe you can tell
Why my life is such a mess
And why my mind is such a hell
Can't never have a smile
Always so I got to fake it
'Cause my teacher told me I should fake it till I make it
But this shit is not working
I've been faking my whole life
This path ain't going nowhere
I should end it with a knife
That's what satan tells me
Nigga why you here for?
Can't end it now, I got way too much to live for
This why I don't say fuck it
The people that I fuck with

Can't survive without my presence, they life just become nothing
Something with no future, a life that will not farther
I ain’t grow up with no mother
But I grew up with a father
That was in financial crisis, I ain't know where to get water
Now I'm back to my own business, make my presence be felt louder
As I sit up on this rooftop
Wonder bout the world
When it's gon end
When it's gon curl
When is it gon be my time
To the point I can't survive
Hope it's nowhere near my prime
Legacy needs to align