I Don’t Want to Live, I Don’t Want to Die

[Intro]
Is this all in the divine plan?
Ma gave birth in a broken down van
I don't want to live, I don't want to die
I've been too afraid to take a step towards living my life
In between the fence, frozen in defense
Eternally preserved in crystalline like Miss Havisham

[Verse 1]
Oh, my brother you'll soon be a man
Next to you, I'm just a boy
Trapped like Peter Pan

[Chorus]
I don't want to live, I don't want to die
I keep a Colt .45 in my drawer
If I change my mind
Unpredictable, syringe and spoonful
Eyes were blazing fire
Like a dragon from the underworld

[Verse 2]
Oh, my father, the beast has burned your land
Golden sheers to tend the flock
Cut off your right hand

[Chorus]
I don't want to live, I don't want to die
I ruled over all the land
With a scepter in my mind
Power was my guest, in absolute jest
Christopher Robin informed me
Rabbit was a common pest
Terror of the mind, wiped me out in time
Death was as persistent as
Frau Blucher in Young Frankenstein

[Outro]
Oh, my mother, I've got nothing left
Send for me to greet the king
And turn myself in