I don’t want to let go

Ya, its kala

I'm like a poster hanging from your bedroom wall
You see me every day but you don’t see me at all
Look right past me like I'm three feet tall
Whenever we conversate it's just small talk
The last time we had a meaningful conversation
I was giving a presentation
And you raised your hand to ask a question
If I talk to you it’s just that awkward sensation

Was it something I did
Or something I didn't do
I hope it wasn't me
But I know I couldn't be you

Maybe I'm trying too hard to keep our friendship alive
Maybe I should just give up and let it die
I know that things change in the tides of time
But deep down inside of mine
I know It's not what I want
I hope it's not what you want
But if it is what you want
Then I don't know what you want
Anymore, but I used to

Man, I just can’t tell
I know people grow and change and man that’s just swell
Sometimes I was I could take a moment and pause, hold it
People change and I know it
But I don't want to let go yet

I don’t want to seem clingy
But I feel like if I'm not around then you gonna forget me
And man that upsets me
Cause you mean so much to me
Maybe I'm just overthinking things
I was never good at giving up and accepting things
I was never good at just forgetting things
Like the times we used to have
Used to make me glad
But now they make me sad
Cause I know we can never do them again and that's just mad
I was always one to make a mountain out a molehill
Maybe it’s not a big deal
But to me, it feels real
We going out of sink like water overfill

We used to be so close but now I never know
Should I stay or should I go
Do I go or do I resist the flow
But there was once a time
When we could read each other's minds
Those were the good times
And now I'm just trying
To make them happen again

Man, I just can't tell
I know people grow and change and man that's just swell
Sometimes I was I could take a moment and pause, hold it
People change and I know it
But I don't want to let go yet

Man, I just can't tell
I know people grow and change and man that's just swell
Sometimes I was I could take a moment and pause, hold it
People change and I know it
But I don't want to let go yet

I don't want to let go
I'm just too attached
But I know
Maybe we just not the match
That I thought we were

We used to be so close
But we split like a headache
And I don't know
I must of a made a mistake

Man, I just can't tell
I know people grow and change and man that's just swell
Sometimes I was I could take a moment and pause, hold it
People change and I know it
But I don't want to let go yet

Should I say goodbye
And I don't why
Was it something I did
Or something I didn't do
I hope it wasn't me
But I know I couldn't be you