I Don’t Want to Hate You Anymore

I go to bed by midnight
I wake up again at 4:00
I read a while
Then try to sleep some more
But by 6:00 AM I?m gone again
Lost in the logic of despair
Cause you just can?t reason with someone
Who ain?t even there
I been right about the reasons
This bein? right is getting nowhere
And it?s time for movin? on

I?m letting go of the anger
I been holding in my heart
I?m letting go of the bitterness
That?s tearin? me apart
It?s time to give us both the forgiveness
I couldn?t give before
I don?t want to hate you anymore

I loved you for your honesty
Now I hate you for your lies
Still I just don?t see the wisdom in goodbye
So I?ll put my fears in a letter of tears
I guess I never intended to send
The future?s hard to believe in if I can?t even see the end
There are no easy answers
It?s just a fact of life
You know somebody?s always leavin?
Somebody?s always left behind

I?m letting go of the anger
I been holding in my heart
I?m letting go of the bitterness
That?s tearin? me apart
It?s time to give us both the forgiveness
I couldn?t give before
I don?t want to hate you anymore

One by one and day by day I?m getting? stronger
It ain?t about you any longer
It?s about tryin? to save my soul

I don?t want to hate you anymore
Argue or debate you
I don?t want to hate you anymore