I Don’t Want To Die

You don't want it, but you get it
If you want it though, you can't have it
Reassurance, are you with me?
We can never know
It can change
It can talk
It can tell you love
But i doubt it, who really knows?
That's my problem, i keep on doubting
Am i stronger than the voices?
They will take my mind if i let them

Time to get up, time to get to
Time to kill the plot that is killing you
It is not for real, it is just a tool
From another time, now it's something new
There's a different way you can live your life
You can feel the joy and i wonder why
Everything is good, and you're feeling fine
Until you find out you're afraid to die

I don't want to die
I don't want to die

Well i'm sorry, it's gonna happen
Probably not now, it's unlikely
Feeling anxious, when will it come?
We can never know
Blood will clot
Things will grow
When it's time to go
It's so cozy in the country
Could you tell me why i feel lousy?
Low blood sugar, maybe winter
Eat some vitamin D
Cellular health, going to hell
And the being doesn't feel well

Pretty pirate stole my platelets
Gonna walk the plank, [?]
Twitching index, palpitations
Dizzy spokes talk, speculation
There's a different way you can live your life
You can feel the joy and i wonder why
Everything is good, and you're feeling fine
Until you find out you're afraid to die

Lonely
Too much streaming by yourself, maybe
Show me ways
To find a better health, baby
You need to tip
The sharpest point
That points to you

La la la la la la, leave your fighting behind
No no no no no no, need to worry your mind
Su- su- su- su- su- su- suffering everytime
You fall to the right of an equal sign
Wa- wa- wa- wa- wa- wa- wallowing on the couch
If A, do you give any H
Le- le- le- le- le- le- let the Pedon come out
You made yourself trapped
This is why you must treat yourself kindly

I don't want to die
I don't want to die

You don't want it, but you get it
If you want it though, you can't have it
It is tragic, and romantic
More so if you try
You will cause
Someone pain
When you flow
When you change
And you switch
To a zone
And you know
They can't go
When it's time
Someone left behind
Don't know what to do, hidden meaning
When you were a child, you were happy
You will find it once you crumble
All the way to the ground, there are helpers

We will help you, we will love you
We will save your life, give it meaning
There are questions you are thinking
Let them disappear, with no reason
There's a different way you can live your life
You can feel the joy and i wonder why
Everything is good, and you're feeling fine
Until you find out you're afraid to die

La la la la la la, leave your fighting behind
No no no no no no, need to worry your mind
Su- su- su- su- su- su- suffering everytime
You fall to the right of an equal sign
Wa- wa- wa- wa- wa- wa- wallowing on the couch
If A, do you give any H
Le- le- le- le- le- le- let the Pedon come out
And make yourself trapped
This is why you must treat yourself kindly, now

I don't want to die
I don't want to die