I don’t want to be here anymore

[Verse 1: Todd Barriage]
My car won't start, I can't afford to fix it
I'll sing this song and post it somewhere
Pray to God that someone clicks
And here you are

And while I've got you, there's some shit I need to say

My father worked his whole damn life
Retired with his health, within a year, he died
And I can't say this shit out loud
But I'm kind of jealous he got out

[Chorus: Todd Barriage]
'Cause I don't want to be here anymore
Yeah, I don't want to be here anymore
If sorrow shared is sorrow halved
Then tell me why this hurts so bad

[Verse 2: Kala]
My head's fucked up, I don't know how to fix it (yеah, yeah, yeah)
Every day's an uphill battlе
I've tried it all, but nothing sticks
I try so hard (I try so hard)
To be a better me, but I'm not here today

When I asked you to be my wife
I invited you to hell, to spend your whole damn life
And I knew damn fucking well
That this is who I am, this is who I'll always be
And I can't say this shit out loud
But you'd be better off without me

[Chorus: Kala]
'Cause I don't want to be here anymore
Yeah, I don't want to be here anymore
If sorrow shared is sorrow halved
Then tell me why this hurts so bad

'Cause I don't want to be here anymore
Yeah, I don't want to be here anymore

[Outro: Todd Barriage & Kala]
Yeah, I don't want to be here anymore (fuck)