I Don’t Want to Be Alone When I Die

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I feel like when I’m
I might go crazy
Slowly [?] until I finally lose my mind
Spend my last days
Trying to find people
That don’t hate me
I’m so afraid of death
But I’m even more afraid of time
I think about my heart
And the way it pumps so gently
Knocking the blood around
Like brushes on an old drum set
When the end of the song comes around
Will you be with me
Or did i finally made this song miserable
You left me on my knees
To clean up this mess

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna wanna wanna be alone
And be shaking shaking shaking and cold
I don’t wanna wanna wanna be alone
When I die

[Verse 2]
It’s getting harder to fall asleep
When [?] i’m freezing
It's getting harder to hold my tongue
When i get pissed
My hands are rough
And cut up from all these [?]
I’m 37 but still I act like a stupid kid
My mother says
Says that plenty of time
I have a family
And I should take it easy
And figure out my life
I tried that once at 27
When I got married
Try to write this [?]
Heavy to decide
[?] god knows I love [?]
To the night

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna wanna wanna be alone
And be shaking shaking shaking and cold
I don’t wanna wanna wanna be alone
When I die

[Bridge]
Maybe I get the recommended dosage wrong
Maybe I wrap my car around the pole
Maybe the sky will open up
Into a George Harrison song
Maybe I’ll come back to [?] my father’s [?]

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna wanna wanna be alone
And be shaking shaking shaking and cold
I don’t wanna wanna wanna be alone
When I die
When I die